Yet another start

 The fact that my blog of more than 10 years was cancelled did hurt me. 

But we must go on. I must go on.

You know, there's been another love story and as per usual, it did end miserably. 

I am trying to remember the last time I felt like I was good enough for a guy. 

It's crazy, because I should be smarter than that, I should be more mature and I should have my shit together, but I don't and sometimes I'm scared I'm gonna drive myself insane.

I honestly don't know how much more I can take of this. I ran out of power to turn everything around, I just can't do anything anymore. I'm just sitting here and...nothing. I can't event put one foot in front of the other. 

But time never stops and I've got to believe that everything can be different. That's all I got for now. Time. And the clocks keep ticking.